Confused lately?

I haven't written in this thing for the longest time...
    So the question is what crazy things have I gotten myself into lately?
    You know its funny, but for a person who loves structure, schedules, planning, agendas, post-it notes (hopefully I've painted the picture) all over her desk, spontaneity still seems to thrive.
    My mind is all over the place these days, about school, my major whether or not I am willing to put forth everything I've got to med school, about life, about money (and boy do I hate money and what it does to people), about my church (whether its time to move and go explore), about men (when am I not confused about that), about roommates (and their stupid bfs who sleep over way too much and don't kno when to call it quits...not mentioning any names).

    So today was kinda interesting... woke up at 5, too lazy to get out of bed to go to work early, went back to bed, woke up at 6, again too lazy, finally woke up and got up at 7:31 to throw (yes throw) my work clothes on, brush my teeth and head for the trolley (ran into a couple of people asking them how their spring break went) to the other campus to arrive at work 5 mins. late (clocked in at 8:05). I got to make desserts, more like design or decorate the desserts (125 New York cheesecakes to be exact) for a banquet, I got to drizzle on the berryness, 3 blueberries, one raspberry, and a maraschino cherry with strawberry goo (on average per cheesecake, being careful to make sure the fruits were on the cake part, its like a science, lol jk). I'm not a big fan of cheescake or the berryness but it looked very tasty, but it was way to early in the morning to be snacking on such srumpciousness. Then I had assistance every so often from a few people who were assigned to me to work a bit b4 they went on their morning break, (they put the mint leaves in the goo). After cleaning the edges of every plate, i was able to go on break, ate a donut from the leftover community breakfast for faculty, banana, and fat free milk (too broke to buy my weekly KASHI cereal cup from the quickimart).      So my university just bought a trash compactor that talks, no lie, it was funny as people would pass it by and the waste door would swing open as it spoke saying thank you and how fun that was, (weird, huh?) After break, I went to the grill to claim my spot at the deli (my usual spot on Tuesday mornings), but the head chef Juan didn't want to call out orders (especially since people write the most random names on their cards like Captain Planet or Mr. Fantastic) or work the register. I didn't mind trading spots (it beats having to make 6 sandwhiches at a time during the rush with at least 20 orders waiting at the side), i like working the register and calling out orders (I try to yell out the names extra loud during the lunch rush to see if my old cheer skills can reach the person above all the other noise in the food court instead of using the mic, yes I kno I am lame). So finally, i clocked out of work, got my entree for lunch and headed for the trolley back to the other campus for my calc class and to start the hw I had all of break to do. Class was boring as heck, once over though I headed back to my mod to get out of my dirty work clothes to change and look presentable for my weekly 3 hour philosophy night class. I left early to go work on hw in Heritage Court (food court on west campus) til class started. However that was a mistake as far as getting hw done, I kept running into my friends, talking about break and how lame mine was since I was here working everyday for 8 hours (it will pay off in a month) and I was of course facebooking, and checking all my internet accounts, everything but hw. And then, I was imed by a stranger, a person who found me on myspace thanks to my profile on match.com (a whole other weblog for that is needed to explain that spontaneity) and we chatted til my boring philosophy class got out. That was an interesting conversation. And now I am here, pulling an all-nighter to make up for my procrastination all during spring break.
    With all that aside, life is good. I am blessed, blessed to be in college, to work, to walk, to breathe, to heal quickly, to see, to have a family, to never be alone, to know I am loved...PTL (Praise the Lord)!

o my its been a long time

Hey! OMG, with every single day booked for me, I thought I would never find my dress. I have thee weirdest body shape ever. I have a big upper body but a thinner waist (not skinny but thinner than my big ol' chest. lol

 Anyways, thank you Ana n' Jenny for slaving away at me as I threw every dress at them, I was never satisfied. It was either too big, too small, I don't like it, I hate it, doesn't feel right, hate the color! lol But hey it was fun! And if I was not so picky, the lady in Downtown would have never had lowered the price down from $85 to $59. haha It's all black n' strapless. But it looks nice though.

I can't wait for formal! I'm going with Everett. And we're traveling with Ronnie, Chloe, Henry, Jen, Wai, and Dee...so far. Well only a week left n' I still need 2 get the right shoes, the right bra, accessories, etc. Anyways, I can't wait.

g2g, :B!

©Hey, HeY, HeY EvErYoNe!

Well, Homecoming was awesome, and can you guys believe it, but the football team is League Champs n' next week is CIF first round, What a shocker!!!! I totally didn't c that one coming....lol.... Did u know, USB had a meeting from 8 til almost midnight the day b4 homecoming just 2 plan every detail n' still, we had 2 b @ the school the next morning @ 6 A.M.! I didn't kno how much wk was put in2 Homecoming til now. But I'm sure glad that's overwith.

Anywayz, I'm a little bummed out b/c I was gonna go w/ my friends 2 c the Harry Potter movie @ the IMAX but it's the same day, so I can't go.

O n' if this weekend couldn't get any worse, I moved to Glendale with my sis', long story but yea. Don't worry, I'm not changing schools or anything, n' it's just til January. Got some parental problems, but I have the back-up of my oldest sisters n' friends.

O n' formal, I still have that 2 deal w/. Not 2 mention, college aps are due soon. But hey, no more SATs....whew. I guess I have 2 say, senior year has so far been so-so. Bad and good things have happen, just trying 2 deal with it all is stressful.

That's it 4 the update, til next time, :B!

I can't wait 4 school 2 start yet but I am not looking 4ward 2 those 2 lunches...what a bummer, huh? Anyways most of my friends have 1st lunch, so do I?

1: Pre-cal-Reynoso

2: USB-Terry

3: AP Lit-Wellenstein

4: AP Gov't-Kato

5: Physics-Savin

6: Cheer

7: Speech

8: Orchestra

well I still have lots of hw 2 do, so I better get back 2 it.Talk 2 me if I have u 4 a class. Hope 2 c u all soon!

Lates, :B!